Small Steps Forward

Let’s see, where am I at…  surgery was last week, went well and I meet with my team of doctors in mid-June to go over the rest of my treatment, which should be about 5 weeks of daily radiation, mostly likely followed by hormone therapy, all designed to keep the cancer from recurring.

I wrote a post on Off the Path, focusing on my spiritual practice during this rather challenging period, if you’d like to know a bit more of what I’ve been up to.

I started withdrawing from my online life and writing about two weeks before my surgery as I was battling with anxiety over the whole cancer treatment process. I’m glad to be one large step through it, but it feels far from finished.

I’ll be doing some teaching work in June at the Outdoor Center where I used to work, which I’m really looking forward to. There’s nothing like having outside expectations on you to help pull things together.

I have a spring post that I’ve been slowing working on – I hope to have it published in the next week or so.

I hope all my blogging friends are doing well – I hope to venture further the next time I’m online and visit some of your blogs, but I have no idea when I’ll have the emotional energy for that.  In the meantime, get outside and enjoy the beautiful spring weather!

Personal Update i.e., Why My Blogging Continues to be Erratic

No offence, but I’m done with apologies for not writing. My personal life has been such a wreck lately that being able to write at all is a blessing. Michelle at Rambling Woods has the strength and courage to keep writing after all she’s been through (which is frighteningly parallel to my own challenges), and she inspires me to keep going as well. That doesn’t mean that I’m going to be able to be as regular as I’d like, but I’m giving myself permission to be ok with that. I’ll write when I can, and will work to keep our blog carnival weekly when I can. If I miss a week, I promise that it will be back – just keep checking in.

So here’s the actual update (if you haven’t been keeping up with me on FB)… I was diagnosed with breast cancer last week. Stage 0, which (as I’ve been told) is about the best diagnosis you can get for breast cancer.  As far as they can tell at this point, no cells have spread outside the duct where the cancer was detected (I have Ductal Carcinoma In Situ), so I only need a ‘lumpectomy’ (even though there’s no lump) and 5 weeks of radiation (unless the pathology from the surgery shows more cells, or cells that have migrated).

I’m pretty sure this news hasn’t really hit me yet – it’s been less than a week, and it definitely took nearly 2 weeks for mom’s death to sink in. In the meantime, I’m trying to focus on the fact that this doesn’t have to disrupt my life completely. Not that it won’t affect me; I know that I’ll be considered a cancer patient for the rest of my life, but this won’t be something that defines me. Rather, it will be one more life experience that I can (and will) conquer.  To paraphrase my friend Len in his reply to my FB post last week, this cancer doesn’t stand a chance. Truth.

Skywatch Friday: Manhattan Skyline from the Intrepid

I grew up in lower New York – not far from Manhattan. My dad & step-mom still live down there, and when we visit, we try to take the kids into ‘the City’ (as New Yorkers refer to Manhattan). A few weeks ago we visited the Intrepid Sea, Air and Space Museum. If you’ve never heard of the Intrepid, it’s basically a “floating museum”, housed on a retired aircraft carrier. This post really isn’t about the Intrepid but I have to tell you – it’s really cool. The size of the ship alone is amazing, let alone what it takes to launch and land fighter planes off its deck. Really cool. Gives a whole new respect for the amazing men and women who serve aboard these ‘floating cities’.

Anyway, back to the sky…. I’m pleased with how crisp the photo came out; I shot it specifically to capture the NY skyline. It was very windy and cool, but a beautiful day to be on the New York harbor.

Windows on Wildlife: The Benefits of Snowshoeing for Wildlife

Welcome to the 32nd edition of Windows on Wildlife! If you have a recent post or photo about wildlife you’d like to share (it can be anything: birds, insects, mammals…) scroll down to the end of the post and add your site. I will compile and post all additions the following week. Please don’t forget to link back here (I’d love it if you’d add the Windows on Wildlife button to your post which you can find on our sidebar) and visit other blogs that have articles to share. Thanks for stopping by!

 We had a pretty good amount of snow this winter. Certainly not our heaviest, but we had a couple of storms that left over a foot – and in two cases, over two feet – of snow behind. Before I had kids, I used to spend a lot of time in the winter out snowshoeing and tracking. We go out on snowshoes occasionally with the kids now, but not as often as I used to.  Happily, with the addition of Thorin to our family getting out and walking all year long is now a necessity.

Early on in the season, after one of the heavier snowfalls, Obo took Thorin out for a long, snowshoeing walk. A day or so later, I went out with Thorin following the path Obo had set with his snowshoes. And I discovered something that I had forgotten years ago: larger mammals (particularly the ones that are ‘walkers’: deer, canines, felines, etc.) love following packed down paths through the snow. Completely logical – they want to expend as little energy as possible in the winter when out searching for food, shelter or mates. And having packed-down paths to follow makes for easier traveling, obviously.

As I followed Obo’s trail the large amount of deer tracks that were utilizing his paths was entertaining. I found a few sets of fox tracks as well, but alas, no coyote. I was sure to tell Obo thank you from the deer – he said he was glad to be a help.  Next time you head out with your snowshoes (let’s hope it’s not until next calendar year…), remember that they make life easier for the woodland critters as well!

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The edition of Windows on Wildlife features travelogues: Around the World posted about seal-watching in the UK, and Helen from Wandering Albatross got rained out from her canopy walk in the Amazon, but managed to capture some, um, interesting (if slightly creepy) videos of ants.

Share your wildlife posts, pictures, videos and observations through the link-up below!

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Linking up this week with Nature Notes

 

 

 

And Outdoor Wednesday

 

A List of My Favorite Outdoor Gear

I posted a while back about recommended gear for heading outdoors with children, including a list of things I’m sure to bring with me when I head out.

I put this list together with the help of Skinny Scoop (thanks to Another Jennifer who turned me on to them in the first place!) to give more specific recommendations on some of my favorite gear and brands.

This is an interactive list, so if you’d like to comment or add your own favorites, feel free to do so!